{December 19, 2009}   Update

So I have this awesome job, a great hubby, and I’m pretty durn happy.

I feel like I’ve just woken up from a year long rut.  You guys may not know this, but the whole fire thing shook me up a lot worse that I let on.  I’m still dealing with the psychological after-effects, but I think the depression is clearing up. I haven’t felt like myself or looked like myself.  I would look in the mirror and be sad because it was like looking at a stranger.  My face, my eyes, my smile:  all different!  But now I can finally see myself as that different person and accept it.  It’s still me, I just have more experiences and new challenges.  There is some fine tuning I need to do as far as feeling comfortable in my own skin, but it’s only now that I actually feel like doing something about it.

It may be the new year bringing this on, or that our luck is turning around… whatever it is, I surely know who to thank 🙂


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